beraya di perantauan~~

salam ukwah, salam aidil adha salam pengorbanan...perasaan malam ni sayu sangat..lebih- lebih lg bila dgr takbir raya..terbayang2 wajah mak dan family..senyuman dan keletah ank2 sedara...rase mcm nk menitik je air mata..tapi mungkin ini la dinamakan pengorbanan...pengorbanan bila kita ada tanggungjawab..lg2 bila tang2 duit kering ni..ntah mane ntah nk kaut...ahaha...tp sedih kot bila tepon da slh sorng fmly kate dh xnk balik xpayah tepon...bukan sengaja xnk balik..raya kt perantauan ni bknnya best...sume xdpt...niat baru nk borak2 dgn fmly dh da ckp cm2..cm la dorang xtau slma ni pon aku utamakan family...dh aku blaja kt sini pun bkn aku nk kan..family yg anta..nk je salahkan balik sape soh anta aku blaja juh2..xdpt balik raya bkn slh aku la kn cm2..tp xnk la mak yg terasa kan..sebab bkn mak aku yg ckp..mak steady jer...tp xpe la..mlm raye..so aku maafkan la...tp klo fmly ckp cm2 sape xrase cm nk meleleh air mata en..nsb bek la dpn mbr2..cover macho..kalo x...melalak dh la aku kt situ gak...adehh..sakitnye la hai...xdpt balik kg tp dpt kata2 sadis...aiskhhh..xpe la sabar jela kan...nk jd ckgu kena sabar..bia pon sbenarnya aku xnk jd pon..tp dh tanggung jwb..kan aku dh kata once aku start aku akn finish it...even aku xsuke tp once ia menjadi tanggungjawab aku perkara ni aku akn teruskan...hermmmm...im must keep it up...sakit kepala tiba lak..hati kt kg...jasad je kt t'ganu...ya Allah give Your blessing to me please...i really need You..only You always stay beside me...thanks Allah...

marhaban ya ramadhan~~~

"ku megharapkan ramadhan kali ini penuh makna...agr dpt ku lalui dgn sempurna~~~"huk8..sedehnyer la hai tiap kali dgr lagu ni..terasa hina jer diri ni sbb bnyk sgt dosa yg dilakukan sbb itu la adanya bulan ramadhan iaitu bln yg penuh keberkatan sehingga tertutupnya semua pintu2 neraka dan dibuka seluas-luasnya pintu syurga,,,,bulan keampunan yg Allah cipta dimana Allah menerima semua sesalan, taubat dan doa2 hambanya yg ikhlas bertaubat dan melakukan ibadah demi-Nya...bertapa Allah syg hambaNya dan tidak pernah sedetik pon meninggalkan dan melupai hambaNya..kita mcm mane plak???cube tnya pd diri..heh, pastinya sentiasa leka dan alpa dgn hal duniawi semata2...Manusia satu ciptaan Allah yg sempurna..diberi peluang untuk menjadi pemimpin..memberi peluang untuk mengetuai dunia..tp jgn lupa siapa sebenarnya Ketua kpd semua makhluk..aku hanya duduk dan berfikir sejenak..perubahan harus dilakukan..krn jika dulu aku ada zaman kejahilan dimana sering lalai jd inilah masanya untuk berubah..xperlu tergesa2 dan drastik sbb perubahan yg drastik ni senang je jatuh semula..ambil masa..bia org kata apa..perubahan yg baik xkn masyarakat pndang...tp yg buruk sentiasa dibibir mereka..jd aku nk nasihatkan pd diri aku dan rakan2 lain, come on jaga la tutur bicara..kerana bln ramadhan ini lah satu permulaan yg baik untk berhenti pekara2 yg xelok ini...jga lidah dr perckpan..jga terlinga dr pendengaran..jaga mata dr pandangan dan jaga hati dr kutukan...masya-Allah bertapa bnyknya nikmat yg Allah berikan..kita sungguh buta dan xsedar diri krna sntiasa melupakanNya..hrp2 aku dpt kotakan kata2 aku sbb kata2 tdk nmpk bijak jika tdk dikota...
permulaan entry yg menasihatkan diri sendiri..huhuhuhu..sebenarnya aku sgt homesick time2 pose ni...alangkah syokknyerrr kalo boleh pose kt rmh..tp apakan daya aku sedang berjuang di jln Allah,...fisabilillah ni kerana sedang belajar...baru belajar kt ganu dh terasa mcm dok kt oversea...susah tol nk balik...huhuhu,...tp xpe,sbb ni bln ramadhan akn ku isi kekosongan jiwa dan hati dgn amal ibadat...tp tu la,bestnye la dpt buke dgn masakkan ibu..rase mcm nk balik je minggu ni...huhuhu..tp selalu hatiku menasihati agr bersabar..bknkah bln ini bln menuntut penuh kesabaran..sesungguhnya hanya Allah je tau kerinduanku terhadap keluargaku..moga meraka dpt segala keberkatan yg ada di bln ramadhan...dan semoga roh ayahnda tercinta dicucuri rahmat yg maha Esa...mendapt seribu keampunan dan keberkatan..mendapat blsan syurga dan tenang di dunia baru..ameennn....aku pula semoga semua kejahatan kluar dr diri..ameennn...

Dads Blessings

A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted.

As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car.  Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called  him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box.  Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angry, he raised his voice to his father and said "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and  wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go  to  him.  He had not seen him since that graduation day.  Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care of things.

When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart.  He began to search through his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it  years ago.  With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages.  And as he did, a car key dropped from the back of the Bible.  It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words PAID IN FULL.

How many times do we miss Spirit's blessings and answers to our prayers  because they do not arrive exactly as we have expected?

TODAY'S's affirmation:  "Today I look beyond the obvious and allow miracles to be created in my life." 

me: even though the story talk about bible but we still can take its as the guide for us because we always forget about our religion and what we holding  since we stayed at this world ...do we remember our promise before we come to the world???did we read our Koran? have we appreciate our's dad giving??  all we need is the peace for this world n here after..=)

love and time~~

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."




me: that is why people always said that time is the best cure...^_^

A Box Full of Kisses

The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy." 

The man was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty. He yelled at her, stating, "Don't you know, when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and cried, "Oh, Daddy, it's not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They're all for you, Daddy."

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness. Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.In a very real sense, each one of us, as humans beings, have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses... from our children, family members, friends, and God. There is simply no other possession, anyone could hold, more precious than this

thats it! the story full with emotion n meaning...im touched when read it...if i still have my dad beside me...i will give he that kinf of box...muahhh!!!love u daddy!^_^

target lebih tinggi~~

assalamualaikum,salam sejahtera,salam ukhwah,salam satu malaysia,salam perpaduan dan salam untuk semua...hahah..agak bnyk salam di situ ye..tetapi xpe..asalkan semua kenalan sy berada dibawah lembayung rahmat Allah..ameen..
now lets see what can i share with u all about the tittle above.."target lebih tinggi"..bia sy kait dgn diri sy la kn..dulu mase foundation sy hnya trget lulus jer subjek2 yg ade..sbb kemahuan n kehendak serta keikhlasan belum bertapak dlm diri ini untuk menjadi seorang guru..well, how many pointers that i will get, still i will b a teacher..asalkan lepas jer..dpt la jd ckgu..xpayah nk bersaing nk rebut kerjaya..tu la mentality sy pada ketika dulu..tp bila dh naik degree, sy start mengharap sesuatu yg lain..persaingan telah wujud dlm diri..meskipon xberapa nk ditonjolkan..sebab sy mls belajar..hahaha..alamak agk skema ye ayt aku di situ..ok la..senang cerita,sape nk dpt pointer rendah kn..kalu duit pon kite nk dpt bnyk kn..so cm2 la perasaan aku tok merebut pointer.. well actually aku mase foundation aku target 3.6 jer..sbb 2 slalu dpt bwh dr tu..tp ble degree aku target dpt 3.85..tp dpt 3.74...xkecewa pon..sebab aku tau aku akn dpt bawah dr target aku..so..sekarang ni aku nk cakap la kalau nk target terus 4 flat..nnt dpt la 3.8 ker..3.9 ker..tp kalo nk dpt 4 flat..target 5 flat,..ade ker??haha..main2..nk target 4 flat..target semua subjek dpt A+ so nnt result semua dpt A solid..so dpt la 4 flat..ada betol ka..tp ni la yg terjd kt diri aku...im just wanna share to all my buddies actually...xsemua org sama..kita kn terdiri dr organism yg berbeza..jd kau aku berbeza yer..hahaha..selain tu walaupon kita dh cuba dan berusaha,tp ingt la..jgn lupa kt tuhan..ilmu kita not belong to us..bt dgn keizinan DIA la kita peroleh semua tu..jd cuba la berdoa dan memohon ye..sekali kita baik seribu kali kebaikan akn dtg...lepas tu bertawakal la..mengharap boleh tp jgn mengunung..tkot korang giler lak kalo xdpt ape yg di targetkn..haa...semput~~LOL..okey la..tu jer aku nk ckp..btw aku bersyukur sbb ada improvement la kn dlm khdupan ni...tp tu la..juz b like ice berg..bia semua org cair tp kita masih menjadi beku..mksud dia,jgn terlalu terpengaruh dgn rkn sbaya...kenal diri kita dan dr mana asl...berkawan xslh,tp berpada2...bawa kpd kebaikan..tp jgn berpura2..baik dpn semua org hnya krna keadaan..dpt sesuatu ilmu amal wlau berada dlm kalangan haiwan pon..jgn lak dok dlm kalangan zuhud kita jd zuhud tp bila tercmpak dlm kalangan binatang kite terikut sama...kekalkan kebaikan dlm dri kita tu..cuba kikis kejahatan..walau sikit tp kekal xpe...org mmg xnmpk kebaikan kita tp ingt Allah sentiasa nmpk ape kita buat..cinta sejati hanya ada pd Allah krn biar semua manusia tngglkan kita tp bkn Allah..jd keep it up semua dan juga ini nasihat kpd diri jugak..keep it up nor!!

cuti sem...

okey...what should i start from..ehem..testing2 1,2,3...Assalamualaikum W.B.T to all...terasa ingin berkongsi ape yang terjadi sepanjang cuti ni..mcm biasa tak bnyak..sbb sy sgt2 payah nk keluar berjalan2..kalo xda org ajk..mmg xkluar rmh la sy ni...mase cuti ni bnyk hbiskan masa dgn fmily jer,...bkn mase jer tp mengabiskan boras gak..hahhaha...sedapnyer la hai..masakan emak..tiada tandingnya..walaupon nmpak boring kan life asyk terperuk kt rmh..tp its very valuable for me...spending most of my time with my famly espclly my mom..bkn senang nak dok tengok mak dpn mata...hahaha....sampai2 jer mak jamu aku tempe goreng n sambal kicap..mak aihh menyengat babe...pergh...kayak di syurga loo...hahaha...tp tu la service mula2 lek mmg terbaek...tp kn lame2 mak soh aku lak masak..adeh..kira kelas belajar memasak gak la kn..adoyyaiii..hahahha...then hari sbtu 1st week cuti mak buat kenduri...perghh..mcm ari raya dh mkanannyer..dgn rendang laen...aym merah lain..syr cmpur lg..adoii hai..nkmat betol..tp tu la kn sbb terlebeh rajin masok dapor,so berlaku la ke carelessan aq..bukak api besar biakan sudip besi dlm tu..rase cm kejap je masok dlm..baru je bkk api..ingt xpanas lg..then dgn slumber, aku pegang sudip tu macam tgh rendam dgn air batu kn..hambik ko, berasap tgn..adehhh..agk lebam..hadiah tok aku..hahahha..tp xkisah pnye..esk boleh settlekn keje lg...cehh..lg nk blagak..xtau time tu air mata dh nk menitis..hahaha...pas tu member2 sek ajk lepak tgok movie n bowling..best...ena,fara n suri..tq babe...(aku tulis name ko bkn ko tau en..hahaha)...mnggu kedua ape aku buat aku xingt..rase asyk makn n tdo jer..yg penting asam pedas mak buat tu..perghhh...mmg btol2 hawliow la..sedap'eeee~~~~kt ganu xjmpe babe..huk8...balik ni cnfrm xdpt mkn g,..huk8...then minggu ke dua berlalu..isnin lepas..aku kluar..hermm...agk pelik la..kwn tp xnah tgur kt sekolah..eheh...ade la segan gak en..tp wat2 cover jer..hek..(ok org tau kamu akn bace...ni saje je masokkn skali..=p)so a big thanks la tok kwn yg ni...heppy sengeh smpai telinga mlm tu sbb dpt jln2..myb sbb tu xdpt tdo en..hehehe...=p...herm...ni skg dh ari rabu..jum mlm dh nk alek ganu..kejap je rase..huhuuhu...xpe la..need to face n go to reality world back...btw,hope evrythng good...pointer good..takott ngat..huhuhuhuhu..so,,,bubye semua..=) salam kerinduan dr sy..=)

my 1st semester in my 1st degree..

 what can i say???what can i do???felt like i did very well at the beginning..bt every time its look ok at the started  its will change at the end...when i sat for my 1st paper philosophic and education, everything went wrong...i answered that paper like im reading nothing...what happen to me?i have no answer by myself...i try my best because i want have the great n memorable beginning in my degree..bt will it come true??i have another 3 paper to face...so how??answer to me if u have..its seem very difficult...very challenging... every time its become worse im juz said to myself..be cool ain what ever u get u only need to pas and then boom!u b a teacher..by hook or by crock...pointer is not important bt what kind of teacher will u be after u graduate...be a great teacher...sometimes u are really not good on paper but practically u change into an awesome person...i wish i am..but i want both... i dont know where that kind of feeling came from...its give me a tense..myb because this is my 1st sem....so i put a lot of hope there...im start hesitate to myself...its really not good sign..."ottoke??ottoke???ottoke??"...aigoo la hai..ni la masalah aku sekarang..nak cari mood blaja dh nk dekat sejam...perkembangan kanak2 or child development please be nice with me...please!if u dont i will hate u...did i success to treat it(paper child development)?hahahha...hard bro..hard...leh pening gak kepala yg mls berpikir ni..apa nk jadi...apa nk jd??hahahha...hope everything will fine...n i will get the great one..ameen..

bila hati tengah sedih.

kenapa ye?hati bertanya..akal menjawab sebab itu bukan hak kamu...alahai....kenapa?hati merenggus... akal menjawab..duhai hati bersabarlah sayang..bila itu bukan hak kamu pasti yang akan menjadi hak kamu itu perkara yang lebih baik...kalau mentarimu hilang kerana datangnya hujan pastinya akan ada pelangi yang menyinari selepas itu...tapi apakah ubatnya untuk menghilangkan lara ini??hati merintih,..iman dan taqwalah pengubatnya duhai hati..carilah cinta Tuhanmu..selawatlah atas rasulmu..tataplah kitabmu..sesungguhnya ia adalah ubat terbaik untuk penawar duka kamu...

terasa bahang hati ini..terasa resah hati ini..terasa ingin merintih hati ini,..cuba diluahkan ttp mati di ank tekak..apakan daya aku bukan orang yang bijak berkata-kata untuk menyuarakan lara yg terpempan di hati..aku biarkan ia terpendam dan aku biarkan luka itu sembuh sendiri...biarlah berlarutan setahun,dua tahun mahupun sepuluh tahun lamanya....kadang kala resah dihati terserlah diwajah yg tbe2 hilang serinya..senyuman yang pudar warnanya..mata yg hilang sinarnya...apakah sudah putus harapan??ttp aku masih ada cinta Tuhanku,Rasulku,ibu bapaku,adk beradikku,rakan2ku...tidak ada kurangnya mereka perlukan aku...tidak,bukan sampai disini sahaja perjuanganku,..masih jauh ku lihat jalan yg harus ku lalui..walaupun aku terjelepok jatuh disini...penat sangat...terasa bagai habis kudrat yang ada,aku masih cuba bangun dgn sisa2 semangat yang ada...aku cuba...doakan aku yer rakan2..kerana sekarang ni aku sangat penat dgn diri aku skg...hope tomorrow will b the better than today..ameen ya Rabb..lend me some strength,,,please...

terbace dan terfikir

Hati dan Akal Bicara Cinta

Di sebuah pondok usang milik seorang hamba, akal dan hati berbual berkenaan kasih dan cinta..
Akal : Assalamualaikum, sahabat.
Hati : Waalaikumussalam...
Akal : Apa khabar iman anda?
Hati terdiam...
Akal bertanya sekali lagi.
Akal : Apa khabar iman anda?
Hati : Kurang sihat mungkin.
Akal : Mengapa? 
Hati : Aku merindui dia segenap jiwaku...
Akal : Dia yang mana, sahabatku?
Hati : Kedua dia. Dia yang hakiki, juga dia yang entah kemana akhirnya..
Akal : Tidak mengapa, Itukan fitrah manusia.
Hati : Tapi rinduku kepadanya kadangkala membuat jiwaku runsing. Fikiranku melayang terbang jauh ke angkasa. Kadangkala ketika beribadah juga aku teringat dia.
Akal : Cintamu padanya, juga cintamu padaNya, cinta padaNya kan yang lebih utama.
Hati : Tapi... Aku benar cinta dia. Aku benar rindu dia. Aku mencintainya kerana Allah. Kami saling menasihati kepada kebaikan. Aku mahu mengejar syurga bersamanya.
Akal : Apa makna cinta? 
Hati : Kasih dan sayang.
Akal : Bagiku cinta itu gila.
Hati : Mengapa pula?
Akal : Apabila kita mencintai seseorang, kita asyik teringatkan dia. Apa yang dikata jangan, sebaik mungkin kita elakkan. Apa yang diminta, seboleh mungkin kita usaha. Bila ada yang lain mendekati, bergelodak rasa cemburu. Apa kau rasa begitu?
Hati : Ya. Begitu yang aku rasa.
Akal : Apa kau tahu apa pula ibadah?
Hati : Orang kata ibadah itu taat dan patuh.
Akal : Ibadah itu juga adalah cinta.
Hati : Bagaimana dimaksudkan begitu?
Akal : Ibadah itu cinta. Berkasih-kasihan dengan Tuhan.
Hati terdiam lagi...
Hati : Jadi... Apa sebenarnya yang ingin kau sampaikan wahai akal?
Akal : Fikirkan, kalau kau benar mencintai dia kerana Allah, apa kau ada mengadu kepadaNya?
Hati : Aku puas sudah berdoa. Aku mendoakannya empat puluh kali setiap hari. Siang dan malam! Tegas hati..
Akal : Apa kau berdoa kepadaNya hanya kerana apabila kau terasa jauh dengannya? Apa kau hanya melipatgandakan ibadahmu ketika jiwamu rasa tak tenang?
Hati diam dan tertunduk...
Akal : Bagaimana boleh kau katakan cintamu kerana Allah. Sedangkan kau mengabaikan Dia ketika cintamu dengannya sedang indah bercahaya. Sabarlah wahai hati. Doamu mungkin tidak makbul sekelip mata. Barangkali Allah akan memakbulkannya di lain masa. Barangkali Allah ada hadiah yang lebih berharga untukmu!
Aliran sungai merah terasa semakin deras mengalir ke kepala...
Akal : Cinta kepada manusia yang gila seperti itu, hanya layak disandarkan kepada Allah. Allah menarik cintamu kerana Allah lebih mencintaimu. Allah merindui doa dan tangisan hambanya. Allah mahu kau kembali mengindahkan cintamu kepadaNya!
Hati mulai menangis... Sepi... Kesal..
 
yang ni i terbace kat group survival..then im just thinking n thinking...yes it was true..but we always denied it...i admit that i always feel this way..always can feel that my brain n my heart always fighting about love between human and God...Always i know that Allah is always there for me,bt sometime i always need someone special..wahhh..class g2 statement..hahaha...then today after BIG meeting, i saw ada stall buku kt tepi library..i stop..then ada sebuah buku yg i ternampak..keindahan kematian...its knock my heart n my soul..thinking that everyone akan takut dengan kematian...tp buku tu yakinkan mati itu indah..hermm... so how do i??am i ready for this??tapi xbeli pon buku tu..hahaha..saje je en..tertanya2 dengan apa isi kandungannya..nk bli td tp xbwk duit g DUO tu,..huishh..rugi toll...hehehe...xpe la,i dun noe what should i write..so gud bye,,.

pulau bidong..pulau vietnam

lame juge ye beta tidak meng up date kn blong beta..mari beta ceritakan kisah beta yg baru saja beta lalui...bermulanya di dlm klas falsafah, tbe2 amoh tnya,nk g plau bidong x??coz of wondering i asked y?rupe2nye untok kem survival laut..totally,best la..lg2 part time kena rendam tu..huhuhuu..terbaek la...shari sblom g tu amoh ajk la g al-ikhsan n arena..hurm..teman punye teman..last2 aku gak yg g beli barang..agak menerbangkan duit aku beberapa ratus juge la kan..tp pk pnye pk,xmnyesal la kan sbb yg aku bli tu beg hiking..n course aku amik pon pj...so bile2 leh pkai..ok, mlm tu berkemas je..by hook o by crook aku ttp nk bwk satu beg tu jer..hehhe..nk bergaye la knonnye..setiba pg yg indah, tiba mase nk bertolak ke plau bidong,mktb hantar kteorg dgn bus yg mampu mengisi sramai 44 pnumpang..tp pnumpang yg nek cuma 10 org termasuk driver n pnsyarah pngiring..style kn???yg lebih style bus tu anta kteorg bkn men jauh lg..ke kolej UMT yg hnya amik 10 mnt je smpai..hahhahaha..sampai2 sane..hambik ko! jmpe la ipt2 lain..teruja la gak..lame xtgok ipt lain semenjak aku kluar dan berambus dr UiTM 2..huk2..miss u so much UiTM..tp xla smpai culture shock n buat perangai berok kn..hahahha..dok2 pnye dok n mendaftarkan diri finally phk pengurusan pnggl la kteorg nek bus UMT untk nek bot di jeti merang...sblom smpai ke plau bidong tu kteorg kena naik satu speed boat n satu lg boat UMT sndri...mula2 speed boat tu leh thn lg r..tgok keindahan cptaan Allah...en ghazali dok crite pon aku xdgr pakai main angin je la kn..mengiyekan semua crite dia tnpa phm satu habok pom..hahhahah..sampai kt boat besar UMT tu, disinilah bermulanya pesta muntah memuntahkan isi perot anda..aku tgok aku lak yg loya...nsb bek aku xmuntah..hahahhaha....dlm 2jam 15 gak la nk smpai ke daratan pulau bidong tu..jenoh juge aku nk tnggu..siap tertido dlm boat lg..huhuhu..finally kami sampai gak..berposing lg..

ni la pantai p.bidong...Subhanallah...cntik..=)

sampai-sampai je mcm biasa la kn..knl dak maktab jela....jeling sana,jeling sini xda sorang pon aku knl..n mase dftar td faci tu kate aku kumpulan pari 1...n cnfrm2 r aku pecah dgn dak2 maktab aku..huhuhuu..at the same time aku kena r pndai bwk diri en..kena pndai buat kwn..pas sume org sampai,faci pon pnggl nk kenalkan kem komander n dia nk bg2 khemah...lantik pnghulu n pnghuluwati..ntah pape aku lak di lantik..trima je r..bkn bnyk keje pon nk wat..hehehe..pas tu mcm biasa r..hari2 pertama penuh r dgn LDK..sampai ke mlm..ntah pe2 r..time ni r aku knl ipt2 len..tjuk LDK tu tiada lg rhsia antra kite..wah,hebat g2...n time ni r aku jmpe kembar baru..ehehehe..epul my brother,sorry ye,jmpe kmbr baru dh..hek8..pas tu knl sape dr jhr..then knl la dak2 team sndri..best dpt kwn baru..huhuhuhu..pas sesi knlkan diri kena buat pembentangan mengenai SETIA RUKUN NEGAR AKA SRN..apakah itu???wahhh hebat tol..dlm kumpulan tu kira ipg je xda lg kelab n persatuan SRN tu...mmg mula2 xphm lngsung ape itu SRN..menggong cm org brnggong gak la mule2 uh...pas tu ats bntuan group pari aku pon dpt skit ilmu..hebat!thanks PARI!go pari go!!!herm....

boboy tgh terangkan..aku dgr cm phm la kn..knonyer..hahaha

tgok si mirul tu melukis...tnjuk bakat babe..tp seyes mmg lawa r..dia ni dr UTP..huhuhuhu

habis2 sesi ni jer kteorg g mkn la kn..tu je yg kami tau....n benda terbaik yg disediakan..leh r bg 5 bntg tok mknan..huhuhu..mlm tu lg skali ntah ape r dia ckp..agk phm..agk xphm..hahahha..yg tau dia dr JPNIN...dan bla bla bla..hbis sesi tok mlm tu..then tido..hahaha..mcm xbest gler 1st day tu kn..msok 2nd day,..hambik ko!xcited gler...sbb biasa kteorg dak2 pj wat xtvt kt tasik or smthng kawasan air yg xda ombak dan gelora kn..kali ni kt laut babe..water cnfident..fuhhh!best r...1st time berenang kt laut..sbb ada B.A kn so cnfident r nk kuak dada ke,kuak lentang ke..kupu2 ke..sgla jnis gaya la aku buat...past tu dia soh berenang dr tepi pantai ke tgh laut tu..juh gak..letih2 nk berenang..perghhh...penat,tp syok..bereng pnye berenang smpai r ke boat UMT tu...smpi ats boat tu kena melompat ke dlm air..huhuhuhu....seronok..1st wooo aku wat...takut mmg ada...tp kena r wat2 cool kn..knonnye r..hampes dlm hati berdoa mcm2...hehehehe...pas terjun tu kena berenang g pantai lek..mmg tol2 pnt r..kalo aku xpkai B.A tu mmg r aku dh join coral2 kt dasar tu kn...siap baring ats coral..thanks la pd B.A aku tu...hahahaha..smpi2 pntai group pari kena g snorkeling lak..go pari go!go pari go!hak8..ni lg satu hal aku wat 1st time dlm idop aku..slalu snorkeling dlm swmmng pool jela..nmpk gak pnyu,tp gmbr jela,bkn real..hahahha....time snrklng ni mmg agk bergelen2 gak r air laut masok dlm perot..ada la rase mcm tekanan drh tnggi skit pas tu..hahahah..mmg cantik coral2 yg ada kt laut plau bidong ni...cantik n bile ada coral ada r bnyk ikan..ikn nemo!comel gler!da seko ni mmg xpnah2 r aku nmpak..dh r warne kuning terang...mate garang gler...ingt nk follow pas tu da mmber pngl..pas tu aku selam blik ilang dh dia..huhuhu...ble hbis mase kump pari kena g mncing lak..adehh bnda ni aku xmnt skali..1st sebab aku mmg xnah2 mancing dpt ikan..2nd aku ni jenis kemabukan lautan juga..cume xnah muntah r..tp takot gak boat benti2 ni..mmg kasi kefeningan yg teramat r...tp nk wat cmne..by hook o by crock kena gak g..bertawakal jela kn..smpai tgh2 tu boat pon matikan enjin..time to fishing..ahah!tp ku percaya aku dpt 3 ekor ikn..wow hebat!n xmuntah n pning pon..tp tu la once again pesta muntah memuntahkan isi perot..adehhhh...time ni la aku pon agk start loya,pas tu da r brader ni ckp jgn tgok...so aku buang la pndgn ke lautan biru,..cewah..metafora sungguh ayt..hentam!hahaha..semua skali ikan kteorg dpt 69 ekor..wow hebat!go pari go!go pari go!,..huhuhu...sampai drt jer tibe mase tok mkn lg,..ni bkn survival sgt la kn...mkn dia bnyk..xla survival..huhuhuhu...ble pas smbhyg tu rht2 skit g lak berkayak ke plau vietnam..kayak ni ok la..dh biasa,..so nothing special la..uhuhuhu...smpai plau vietnam kteorg kena hiking lak..tgok peninggalan penduduk vietnam..tau la sj bhwasanya apabila berlaku perang dunia ke2 iaitu perang vietam terdapat la beberapa penduduk vietnam melarikan diri ke malaysia iaitu ke plau bidong..ada yg berjaya ada yg tenggelam karam kerana di hempas badai pada musim tengkujuh,..maka terdapat la mayat2 bergelimpangan..tp yg herannya 40 ribu org pnduduk vienam tau...bkn skit..bnyk tu..wow hebat!huhuhuhu...ayt skema kn sbb bab2 fakta..cewah!tp pling best nek bukit tu ada satu kaw dia mmg view dia cntk sgt r...menghadap ke pulau Karah..jelas coral2 kt dasar laut dr pemandgn ats tu...time tu la kiteorg...kcek!kcik!(bnyi camera)huhuhuhu..jom tgok gmbr2 yg kteorg amik kt tugu2 peringatan..n kt tmpt ni r pmndgn yg mnghadap ke laut dia leh bg 10 stars..huhuhuhu...romantik sihh..=p

yg ni kt patung buddha yg hilang kpla..kpla dia ilang sbb da mitos mngatakan dlm kpala dia ada emas..ye r kalo ikot logik mmg leh caye r sbb pnduduk vietnam yg dpt dtg cni pom mmg yg kaya2 jer..

ni pom tmpt yg same gaye berbeza..huhu

yg ni ape ek..tp memorial dia gk kot..sula lupa ma..huhuhu

bab bergambar mmg num satu bia tmpt yg sama pom..huhu

lg dan lg..hahaha....

shabisnya jejak warisan iaitu mendaki bukit vietnam tu...kami berkumpul tok acara ber BBQ...tp sblom tu aku gak yg prgi menyiang ikn..tp best gler tmpt nye..tepi batu mnghadap laut n time tu sunset...wah mmg kuasa Allah tu sngt dan maha besar...terbaik babe...wlaupon buat keje tp kalu suasana cm2 mmg smgt la kn..huhuhuh...mlm tu kteorg bako jela ikn2 tu...ada hot dog..n mcm2 r..kenyang babe..mmg klas!hahaha...dh kenyang dan setelah penat gler membuat aktiviti kami pon tido dgn perot yg membahagiakan hati...pg terakhir pon tibe..wahhh sedih gler..huk3..mmg nk nanes sbb kene tngglkan palu bidong ni..huk3...so stlh mjlis penutup,kteorg pon mengambil2 gmbr..cedey2 nk tngglkan mber2 yg ntah lg leh jmpe n plau bidong yg ntah lg boleh jejakkan kaki..so juz check it out la gmbo2 ni..teman nk lyn feeling dulu ni..huhuhu...

bergambar jom!hahaha

dgn faci..hehehhe..=p

dgn si boboy ntah pe2 r gaye..hensemnya!(tgn didada dan mata pandang ke atas)..hahha

ni lak saje posing2 dgn hadiah n wakil JPNIN..ehehe..

wow,di apit dua org jejaka...korang ade?(tgan cekak di pinggang dan geleng2 kpla)..hahhaha

tu la dia...setelah 3 ari dua mlm aku dok bidong tu...mmg mnarik..korng pernah amik air smayg gune air laut 3 hari straight??.muke xcuci lngsung dgn air bersiih...kire mmg awet muke r kn..hahaha...dan dr itu hadiah dr plau bidong ni dpt memerangkan kulit(berkilat lg) dan ilmu yg pentg...go pari go!!sorry la lmbt update kn..hehehehe

betolkan niat dulu la....

wahh...actually mase time kelas falsafah td aq mmg mcm biasa la xbg attention lngsung dengan ape yg diperkatakan..jasad kt c2 tp pikiran amat melayang entah kemana...aq rase 10 mnt je aq ada btol2 kt dlm klas falsafah yg dua jam..lg2 falsafah yg agak megetok dan mendodoi mata supaya tertutup dan tido..hahaha...btw in one part of speech tbe2 aku tersedar dan secara kebetolan terdengar..betolkan niat dulu..apa niat kita dtg cni(ipg)..kalau niat xbetol tu yang melahirkan guru yg xberkualiti..ok honestly almost 2 years i am at here i never had a bit of interest in my course..actually in my career...why??im also wondering why...i force myself to like it..to love my field..but i still prefer not to b  a teacher..u know as a teacher u need to show all the kinds and good thing...never do a mistake..attitude tu kena jaga..cara percakapan..cara makan..cara jalan..everything in single of ur movement babe...ntah la..tugas yg terlalu mulia dan berat untuk aku pikul..to be an engineer, not towards the machine but toward the human..stress sbb terlalu banyak tekanan dan halangan untuk capai tahap guru sebenar ni...im smiling and i am laughing..bt inside, my feeling is quite suffering.. i wanna to cry bt my tears never drop out..i triend to laugh bt i do never know the reason why...yes it is the obstacles that i need to face..bt my real attention came here is because of two person who can make me sacrificed everything...bt bila fikir2 mase PBS dulu i do like children..i do like to teach them...tp apasal la still tertekan ek? tu wat aku a little bit of compius...tp ayat brader tu mmg stab trough my heart la..xda singah2 RnR tros smpi point yg betol..then mula la aku teringat kt mak n ayah..rndu sgt2..muah33....syg mak..huk8..nak nangis~~~wuaaaaaa....ok la saja jer nk ckp benda cmtu b4 aq start mengarut dalam assngmnt aku tu..orait..c u then..taraaa~~

cuti dan cuti

yesterday, saturday 12 march...i went to JB visited my nephew..he so skinny..not chubby anymore..

he just pretending he was ok..but he dont..he played bcoz of many people came to c him..i can look that he so happy..bt dont he look more n more skinny??=(

kan?kan..aloo kurusnya dia...im sad bt still happy look u bcame great..i still pray u will became better..

saje nk put his pic more n more bcause i cant stop for missing him..after a few minute lets c he take a gas

he trying to smile diz time bt...the mask really stop him to do that...hahaha...he is so cute

still gve the best posing..love u ammar harith!!

start rimas la tuh..hahah..ok2 u can bukak dh that o2 mask tu..chill dude!muahhhsss for u

alang owez syg ammar..muahhhssss for u!!!; )..

Holiday+PBS

hohohoh...holiday!!!yeahhh!!!after almost 3 month i had a rough life, now i got a week to release all my pressure at home with my beloved family...so happy..bt before i arrive to batu pahat diz morning, i faced a lot of obstacles..the bus that i used to go back broken n need to transfer to the other 1...with the cat n dog rain i changed the bus....OMG , my cloth wet and i sit in small sit with the cold condition very uncomfortable..after stuck in a broken bus, uncomfortable situation,finally i arrived at bp...its more sweet when i arrived my niece woke up and wait for me..they are so cute..yani n biha..btw, thanks to my bro n sis in law for the 5 stars service...i very appreciated that..=)..so now i can smile for this holiday!..after a week holiday, i will go to kedah to have the PBS...hpe evrything going smoothly n easy..=)

my little nephew get asthma

gosh!this morning when i called my mom i got news that my little nephew AMMAR HARITH got asthma and rush to the hospital last night and more shocked he was in ICU...im so sad..do u know y?because he was so small, very young one..n the most important, he so cute! xcaye?cute giler i tell u..

ssee??cute giler kan..i told u so..waaaa....so sad...bt alang will doakan amar get better soon..alang will visit u this saturday..wait for alang k...nk bg kopok lekor pon u cannot eat it..huhuhu..btw..i miss u a lot ammar harith,..muaaaahhhhsss for u!!get better early k...love u!

new n new n new..really2 new one..^_^

helow u oll there..so sorry bcause i didnt updated my blogger yet...actually i didnt have a lot of knowledge bout blog..so,if any one who wanted to help me,please...with all my pleasure,..rite now when u talk about the item inside the blogger..i really2 can make my pending face like this:

hahahha,,,btw im really the ordinary girls that have a lot of wishing and feeling...bt life is not easy like we thinking...i need to been trough the rough one n sometimes its become smooth n easy..bt i really can face it because of this kind of people..lets check it out!

start with this pretty,pretty women n handsome man...my beloved mom n dad...hebat seyh wanita n lelaki ini...i never find great woman n man other than them..love them damn much...muahhhh....muahhhh...muahhhhssss....for them...

so here we come...my siblings...they are so supportive..thanks all..muahhhss for u all..
ops i think a family missing lets check out!

owhhh...this the one who didnt beraya bersama in the 1st aid day..btw we still miss them..my second brother..like!=)
more n more picture:

never been forget forever.....

al fatihah untk ayah..amin

gathering together make our bonds more tight!n of course our mom's cook is the best eva afta!!thumbs up for mom..rndunya makanan jhr!!!!!!!!!!!

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